Okay, so I'm back only for some updates on me...
And I'm guessing nobody seems happy to know that I'm still here or that I matter. And honestly... I don't blame ya'll... 'cause I'm debating if I should really return to this platform after what I've been through.
Since I'm slowly coming out from my isolation in this gray world after my miserable and broken days of depression for what happened 13-15 days ago. And that I do realize my lesson had been learned is to not pay attention to the bad memories of the past that I ever been for not to mentioning it then do that you wanna do, live life, because the past is not important anymore, it's not worth it but sometimes that the past are good with good memories and nostalgic reasons. However for me, I'm still struggling to move on and it's going to take a while for me to heal myself completely. I kept pressuring myself to "get over it" and I'll be fine, but now I realize that it's only making me feel worse. I shouldn't be rushing into full recovery just because everyone else have, it takes time and patience.
Anyway, that's all I want to say for now and I'll keep posting my artworks and support my friends and other artists here. I'll keep it up